“life's about taking chances”

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Lately i had been eating bak kut teh for dinner with yen and elyna too frequent. It seemed to be bkt session after work every wednesday (Y) and since we were running out of time to hunt for our christmas presents, we went straight to bukit tinggi jusco after bkt last wednesday. The three of us went separate ways as we wanted to give each other a surprise. We agreed to meet up after an hour. It was really a tough one because we need to think of the doctors' sake too. Oh, i forgot to mention about what was going on. Basically, there was this sunday evening where we had steamboat with dr liew, ng, cheow and yong in klang and dr cheow said we should organize a christmas party and tada, the plan was on.

Christmas celebration + karaoke + gift exchange. We booked a room at neway last friday. Early that morning, dr liew brought a big box into the room and yen and i were guessing it must be a soft toy. haha. Everyone was so secretive on the gifts. Rushed to the venue right after work. Dr ng joined us last minute while dr teh couldn't make it. The doctors can sing so well, like seriously, i was stunned by dr liew's voice because it was so much different from her usual voice. And of course, my ji muis can sing very well too ;)

In the end, i got elyna's thermo flask and yen got mine. ahahahahaha! I personally don't think it suits her but i hope she likes it XD nana got dr liew's duckling soft toy (see we guessed it right hehe), dr liew got dr cheow's teddy bear and dr cheow got yen's brands drinks.

The party ended around 11.30pm. Was freaking tired when i reached home so i hit the sack immediately because first appointment was 9am the next day. My eyes were so puffy when i woke up /.\


Day by day i kept reminding myself that i'm leaving this place soon. Very soon. From 4 months to 2 months, and now without realizing it, i have only one month left. I don't know how am i suppose to face it when the day arrives. I had been working for nearly one year, and to me, it's a really long period. Thinking of the bond we had, i'm gonna miss this place loads. This clinic is no longer a stranger nor an ordinary clinic but it's like my second home now. Everyday i eat shit sleep talk about this clinic. It's really hard to leave and somehow getting out of hand. I even have this silly thought of working there at night after class but i know i cannot afford to do so. But i will try. At least, maybe, perhaps, i could enter once a week on the weekdays, then i'm happy enough already :'(

May my prayers be heard.