“life's about taking chances”

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got myself the aia kpop concert tickets! premium vip tics yoohooooo! i've been wanting to see beast for more than a year and now my wish is granted. in a month time can you imagine how excited i am. when you earn a lot, it also means you spend a lot. true enough.

having a family trip to penang this weekends. i'm craving for good food, to travel, to spend some time away from work. for the past few months, it was nothing but working. exhausting. good for me, i have so many upcoming plans for the coming months so i'll hang in there just fine.

fast 6 is incredibly awesome, like i would want to watch from the very first movie till the recent one again.

after one hell of a year, exo is finally having their comeback stage this week. apparently, sm is trying to kill the fans by turning otp12 into wolves. worth the wait? you judge. with the amount of me replaying the teaser, i just hate sm.

while every concert is great, this one was fantabulous because it is the first tvxq's concert i have ever been. 3 hours long. had so much fun without having to worry about my image haha. what's worse than falling sick the day before the concert. i fed on both chinese and western medicine to make sure i am well enough for the concert today. and well strangely i recovered after the concert. the screaming and fangirling help? ahahahaha

stadium malawati is really small but i like it because it means we are closer to the stage yippee!

yunho had his hair down this time. one question, who shakes his head like uknow yunho? he kept doing it omg. and his 90 degree bow /applause/ changmin is still the shy little boy who always laugh his head off whenever he speaks aww cuteeee. he said our weather is very hot but nothing can beat the hotness in the stadium at this moment. you cheesy boy.

tvxq performed over 20 songs but half of them were unknown to me lol. half way through recording, the memory card died on me T.T on a bright side, i get to really enjoy the other half of the concert.

towards the end i got a little emotional, especially when they were airing the video clip with i'll be there as background music. yunho and changmin were watching it too. tears were already forming. both happy and sad tears. and i love it most when they were singing how are you, i'll be there kind of sad songs because it made me think of those good old times. i could see tears in yunho's eyes too :') the only thing i wasn't really satisfied with is that before i go was incomplete. they only performed the last verse. do you know how much i love this song sobs till the next concert.

it was a great great night today with the ever-so-amazing boys in my life. i always wonder how would my life be without kpop and how would it have turned if i wasn't into kpop in the first place. i guess i will never find out the answer because i have found the reason.

the feeling when i was in the red ocean. so overwhelming i can still feel it now.
yunho changmin, thanks for everything, and thanks you here! allow me to use our language to reply to your love, SAYA CINTA KAMU!
till then, i'll miss you yunho oppa.

WE ARE T.
forever we are one!

bought dinner for doctor for the very first time after working here. he usually doesn't eat dinner but today, he requested for porridge. wondering if he was feeling unwell. unfortunately, most of the restaurants were closed today. i didn't know that it's an off day for them on wednesday. so i bought the porridge from one end and ais coffee from the other end. i was out without an umbrella and it was drizzling. nearly out of breath. see i'm so commited to my job haha. nah that's not the point. the point is, it's very dangerous to hang out during night time these days because of some issues. so girls, stay at home if possible!

when i was walking out with the porridge, jen yeen (and david) appeared right in front of me. i was so surprised because i never expect to see her at kk since she stays like 30 minutes away from my place. i was really shocked. i wanted to stay longer to catch up with her but i couldn't because i was already out for half an hour. but she came up to the clinic after her dinner. jy is really a lovely girl. i bet everyone who knows her would agree with me. so we talked over the counter for a few minutes since there wasn't any patients at the moment. it was so quiet tonight. lucky for us. seriously, we are so fated. of all places in kk, we met at a restaurant that neither of us has been there before. glad to see her again :)

I'm not updating as frequent now. so, i'm still busy working as usual. gonna start my first saxophone class next monday yoohoo! and i'm currently in debt. the expenses for the trip and also saxophone. yeap, i borrowed from my mum. probably have to work another two or three months to pay for it. so until i pay off my debt, i can't spend a single penny on whatever i like ;~; (i am actually spending it already lol)

watched drug war with yen chee after our three hours meeting in the clinic the other day. as expected, there were many negative feedbacks in regards of the counter. and doctor said he's going to have a separate meeting with only us :/ which i don't think he has the time to :p
watched iron man 3 with my family on labour day. it's been a while. waiting for fast 6 now!


D-10 to the return of the kings. 
thou shall not cry