“life's about taking chances”

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today was a bad bad day. patients being ridiculous, couldn't wait, wanted to see doctor immediately, one uncle even barged into dr andrew's room without following the queue. epy and i looked at him with our mouth wide opened. we couldn't do anything to stop him. we just went blank. so i continued registering this new patient. epy thinks he's hot. she elbowed me signaling something. i gave him back his ic without keying in his details so i asked for it again. so embarrassing. and geetha thought i was so into him that i wasn't concentrating on my work lol.

counter was scolded as usual, but this time it wasn't within our job scoop. at times like this i really thought of quitting this job. how many times had we been feeling so stressful. we always say we want to quit and find another job but in the end, no one leaves. good thing, we complained to each other and leave it at work.

there was this patient who pressed the door bell this afternoon and of course, our very first reaction is to open the door for her. but she pressed it again, so all four of us looked up and you know what? siti and epy burst into laughter. i was about to laugh too but because the patient was walking towards me i had to hold it back in. the truth is, the door was already opened but the patient didn't see it so she kept pressing the door bell. gosh, controlling laughter is one of the toughest thing to do. i went to the back and laughed so hard my stomach aches so much. even when it comes across my mind everytime, i can't stop laughing. i'm sorry, not trying to be mean.

the best thing on a day like this is when i found out that my patient had already paid off her balance. thank god if not they are gonna deduct my salary. soooooo haaaaappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy XD


"TRAVEL IN THE DIRECTION OF OUR FEAR"

from now on i'm gonna hold on to this :)

seriously feeling so lifeless right now. all i do is eat sleep work everyday and the routine goes on and on. i'm not saying that working is not fun, in fact, it is actually FUN with all the tension you feel and the scoldings you get, it makes working a lot more interesting. also, the nice people i meet at work, things i've never came across, new experiences, a step closer to my dream career and scanning for handsome male patients? haha. thankful for all these. but it hits me that my life shouldn't only revolve around these things. i've got to learn new things to keep myself busy so that this one year gap wouldn't be wasted. yeah, now that i have the urge to do something new i better get started while this spirit is still on.

nadia is leaving for good this week. we just started to get close and she's leaving already :(

crush? perhaps. no.