“life's about taking chances”

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2012 is coming to an end in less than 24 hours. Happy new year eve!

2012 has been a year with lots of ups and downs, but i’m hanging in there pretty well :)

Changes.

Change in friends and study place. Jpa scholars are a bunch of people i would never regret to have met. I used to have this fear of entering college because people aren’t that innocent minded anymore and we are talking about reality and facts now. But with these people, my insecurity was gone. Really really really nice people. I’ll definitely miss you people, the talks we had about dramas, music, kpop and everything. It’s really great knowing you have friends to share kpop stuff with. And we also talk about boys lol, through messages, in the classroom and even in the car. One of our friends got her first bf, i’m so happy for her! I feel like a proud mother sending away her daughter weeping in happy tears. Congrats!!!

a change in attitude, behaviour, mindset. I’m not sure if i’ve changed for the good or bad, but sometimes a slight change after you have gone through a big chunk is unavoidable. no idea how to put into words but, yeah.

new fandom. this year, two rising groups debuted, exo and bap. well, i kinda refused to check out on exo in the first place when my timeline was already flooded with them. reason being simple, SM. until two months later, i watched mama and I CAN’T HELP. i guess if it’s not for the four chinese members, i wouldn’t become so madly in love with them. and because of exo, i flew to oversea for a concert for the very first time. uh, tvxq was part of the reason, but hell yeah, exo ALSO contributed to it. they implanted this great influence on me, i think i can’t escape from it for the rest of my life haha. however, we have been mamaing for eight months, sm, look at bap, they have warrior, power, no mercy, crash and stop it, you get it? we are dying for exo’s comeback that you have promised and yet you broke it and trolled us time after time. and never ending. fine.

oh, there's a change in my bias list too. here’s a small preview into my list. my first and second bias never changed, yunho and junhyung /applause/ third on the list, ZHANG YI XING. fourth, kim myungsoo. kay i’ll just stop here :P

perhaps this is considered as another change too? target. younger boy. i know i said i’ll never fall for a person younger than me but this time, it’s different. how different? i don’t know lol. till then ;)

lots more changes in my life still but one thing that has never changed, laziness. i’m still good in procrastinating. i’m lazing around now. just in case you don’t know, my finals is next week (shoot me)


next post is going to be about our steamboat party at yen chee’s house this evening! i better get going now. byeeeeeeee.

ps: if you are reading this now, leave! it's new year eve today, go find something to do, something exciting or something you have yet to accomplish before you look back at 2012 and regret hehe