“life's about taking chances”

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last week was my last schooling week in college, followed by three weeks of study break and then finals.
the time spent studying at home crept like a tortoise. like seriously, it's only the second week now but i felt like i had been at home for a couple of weeks. also, i felt so unmotivated. study plan were never in schedule. the usual me.

grandma was here for a month but she went back today. it feels different now. guess i'm not used to the change.

before holiday, we were all feeling sad because we can't attend gda next year, but i had finally got over it weeks ago. it's only an award show, i know we would be able to catch a glimpse of so many artists in one night, but it's still freaking expensive. talking about the seating plan, no, standing, all standing, not really a good plan. and it's like standing all the way to the back which is no difference from looking at the screen.

but INFINITE'S FIRST VISIT TO MALAYSIA MYUNGSOO IN MALAYSIA OMG OMG OMFG SOBSSSSSS. i doubt they will come here again. fulfill inspirits' thirst jebal. second, i haven't seen beast this year. i need to see them ;~; third, bap is coming again. you know how much i regretted for missing their showcase early this year. and now.. it's back haunting me ;________;

good thing: no tvxq, no exo-m. i'm relieved. the rest will only be performing one song at most right? right? /self-comforting/

ps: i'm willing to pay the same price if it means i get to see red ocean. i have no other dreams but this.


here comes the fireworks.
Merry Christmas !

pss: santa santa, please gift me something. i wanna meet exo on the street in korea next year and straight As or 3As 1B. i'm happy with either one heh

okayy, i actually want a big red and white lollipop. good night!