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reflection
Monday, December 31, 2012 || 2:25 PM

2012 is coming to an end in less than 24 hours. Happy new year eve!

2012 has been a year with lots of ups and downs, but i’m hanging in there pretty well :)

Changes.

Change in friends and study place. Jpa scholars are a bunch of people i would never regret to have met. I used to have this fear of entering college because people aren’t that innocent minded anymore and we are talking about reality and facts now. But with these people, my insecurity was gone. Really really really nice people. I’ll definitely miss you people, the talks we had about dramas, music, kpop and everything. It’s really great knowing you have friends to share kpop stuff with. And we also talk about boys lol, through messages, in the classroom and even in the car. One of our friends got her first bf, i’m so happy for her! I feel like a proud mother sending away her daughter weeping in happy tears. Congrats!!!

a change in attitude, behaviour, mindset. I’m not sure if i’ve changed for the good or bad, but sometimes a slight change after you have gone through a big chunk is unavoidable. no idea how to put into words but, yeah.

new fandom. this year, two rising groups debuted, exo and bap. well, i kinda refused to check out on exo in the first place when my timeline was already flooded with them. reason being simple, SM. until two months later, i watched mama and I CAN’T HELP. i guess if it’s not for the four chinese members, i wouldn’t become so madly in love with them. and because of exo, i flew to oversea for a concert for the very first time. uh, tvxq was part of the reason, but hell yeah, exo ALSO contributed to it. they implanted this great influence on me, i think i can’t escape from it for the rest of my life haha. however, we have been mamaing for eight months, sm, look at bap, they have warrior, power, no mercy, crash and stop it, you get it? we are dying for exo’s comeback that you have promised and yet you broke it and trolled us time after time. and never ending. fine.

oh, there's a change in my bias list too. here’s a small preview into my list. my first and second bias never changed, yunho and junhyung /applause/ third on the list, ZHANG YI XING. fourth, kim myungsoo. kay i’ll just stop here :P

perhaps this is considered as another change too? target. younger boy. i know i said i’ll never fall for a person younger than me but this time, it’s different. how different? i don’t know lol. till then ;)

lots more changes in my life still but one thing that has never changed, laziness. i’m still good in procrastinating. i’m lazing around now. just in case you don’t know, my finals is next week (shoot me)


next post is going to be about our steamboat party at yen chee’s house this evening! i better get going now. byeeeeeeee.

ps: if you are reading this now, leave! it's new year eve today, go find something to do, something exciting or something you have yet to accomplish before you look back at 2012 and regret hehe

Tuesday, December 25, 2012 || 1:17 AM

last week was my last schooling week in college, followed by three weeks of study break and then finals.
the time spent studying at home crept like a tortoise. like seriously, it's only the second week now but i felt like i had been at home for a couple of weeks. also, i felt so unmotivated. study plan were never in schedule. the usual me.

grandma was here for a month but she went back today. it feels different now. guess i'm not used to the change.

before holiday, we were all feeling sad because we can't attend gda next year, but i had finally got over it weeks ago. it's only an award show, i know we would be able to catch a glimpse of so many artists in one night, but it's still freaking expensive. talking about the seating plan, no, standing, all standing, not really a good plan. and it's like standing all the way to the back which is no difference from looking at the screen.

but INFINITE'S FIRST VISIT TO MALAYSIA MYUNGSOO IN MALAYSIA OMG OMG OMFG SOBSSSSSS. i doubt they will come here again. fulfill inspirits' thirst jebal. second, i haven't seen beast this year. i need to see them ;~; third, bap is coming again. you know how much i regretted for missing their showcase early this year. and now.. it's back haunting me ;________;

good thing: no tvxq, no exo-m. i'm relieved. the rest will only be performing one song at most right? right? /self-comforting/

ps: i'm willing to pay the same price if it means i get to see red ocean. i have no other dreams but this.


here comes the fireworks.
Merry Christmas !

pss: santa santa, please gift me something. i wanna meet exo on the street in korea next year and straight As or 3As 1B. i'm happy with either one heh

okayy, i actually want a big red and white lollipop. good night!

Super Asia Showcase
Wednesday, December 12, 2012 || 2:17 AM

I was closer to the stage in smtown compared to the showcase tonight to be honest. But well, this is a worth watching concert as well because second time seeing exo m? lol. I had so much of btob tonight. They were really awesome. I saw hyunsik up close! My bias in btob, he came to our side most of the time. Smiley face all the time. The usual hyunsik. One of the reason why i stan you so much. AND HE SPOKE IN CHINESE HOW DID HE. I didn't know he can speak chinese. For real? Or was it scripted? It was so well spoken! He greeted us 'da jia hao' during intro, followed by a few sentences which i can't remember >< Peniel's english! Ilhoon did the aegyo thing, so freaking cute! Next to him, sungjae and minhyuk were mimicking him. CUTENESS OVERLOAD! When hyunsik was asked what kind of girl he likes, he answered BEAUTIFUL GIRL loudly. who doesn't lol? Hyunsik that smiley kid made my day tonight. Afterall btob is good and i love all of them.

Next up was exo-m. They sang four songs: history, angel, what is love and mama. FINALLY I GET TO LISTEN TO ANGEL LIVE /sobs/ Their voices were so awesome especially luhan and chen. Chen, no doubt, he hit so many high notes. Angelic voices. I was so wrong i prejudged kris before seeing him. I thought his new hair doesn't suit him but he looked so handsome, so freaking hawt. Kris should have joined suju m for the song at least still have you haha. During angel, luhan came to our side and stood there for such a long time. I had a very nice fancam of him. Pure baby face. Next time please bring along yixing k? Exo-m didn't have much fanservice though. They followed their choreo mostly and didn't really move around on stage. Lay why didn't you come to our side or at least come closer? I was hoping to see you just now because i didn't get to see you close enough during smtown. I guess i just don't have as much fate with yixing as compared to luhan, kris and tao :( lay raised his hand to answer one of the question. He said 马来西亚的人真的很聪明,不只会马来文,还会中文和英语,看到歌迷朋友以后觉得特别聪明,而且也很漂亮。张艺兴 how am i supposed to love somebody else when you're so perfect?! Anyway, i'm glad that he was in a better condition today :))

The last act was super junior m, with the craziest but most cooperative fans. I swear i couldn't see a single thing when they were performing. All the fans suddenly grew taller lol. The only thing i could hear was fans screaming. I really hope they would stop for a moment. Let them finish talking before you scream. I wanna hear! That's never possible anyway. There were so many gay moments. When they were asked which member will they choose if they were a girl, donghae chose eunhyuk, eunhyuk chose zhoumi, zhoumi chose ryeowook. None of them picked henry haha. SJ M also played a fruit guessing game and most of them don't like our king of the fruit, durian. Donghae gave so much fanservices tonight. He told us they'll be releasing their new mv next week and the members stopped him because he wasn't supposed to tell. He covered his mouth immediately. After that, he did a little part of the dance move for us and again, he was stopped by the members. No matter how many times he was told not to, he still dance a little bit of it here and there hahaha he's such a cutie. When donghae was right in front of us, he took a fan's phone/camera and took a selca /squeals/

I had so much fun tonight. What a way to end my fangirl moment in 2012.