BLACK PARADISE

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SMTOWN SG

Sunday, November 25, 2012 || 3:29 PM

It still feels like a dream when i actually went to smtown yesterday. If you think big bang's concert is awesome, wait till you see this.

It rained heavily in the afternoon, thunder and storm, flood. So the concert was delayed by half an hour. Started at around 7. Jia Qian and i were at mosh pit b. There were so little people at b compared to a and c. Don't know if b stands for behaved but people in b sure are behaving extremely well. People at a and c cut queues and were scolded by fans, pushed each other and ended up packed like sardine, so many issues. While in b, we were peaceful all the while. So glad we didn't trade b for c because i couldn't have been so close to the stage. Mosh pit b seriously has the best view, except for the stupid security guards who didn't allow us to take pictures or record. I was warned a few times and upon hearing from jq that a girl was dragged out because she didn't listen to them, both of us gave up. Not gonna take the risk, but it sure was wasted cause i could have captured the best pictures urghhh.

First song hot summer was kinda like a warm up song to me. Fx doesn't has any effect on me except for they are really pretty and young. Luna fell. Kangta looks good when he was singing a ballad song. Is it just me or he looks better now than he was with vanness back then. Next was zhoumi and victoria's 今天你要嫁给我. They looked so sweet together and they held hands when the song ended. My gosh victoria looks like goddess, so pretty~ During california girls, i saw jessica pulling krystal back. I think krystal was going to make a wrong step and her sister saved her immediately haha. I can still remember how steady she looks like. Changmin was so adorable, he smiled shyly when he was singing just the way you are to the girl. Too bad for me tvxq's girl, it was kyuhyun who came to our side. Changmin the other side :3

I literally screamed my lungs out during exo's performance. For both history and mama, they performed at the main stage which is further away from us so i could only see them as a whole. Which is why i didn't witness the incident. Damn. The only thing i saw on screen was during mama, lay suddenly stopped dancing and ran off the stage when k jumped in. I knew at the moment his waist pain acted up again so i was really concerned. Apparently, he fell during history and i guess it hurts badly. Usually he would continue despite the pain but this time he stopped completely. I don't dare to think further about it. Nothing is more heartbreaking than to see yixing crouched down in pain. Teared like a baby after watching the fancams. My bby why do you have to suffer from this? T.T oh, one thing to lift up the mood. KRIS RAP /squeal/ chanyeol said 我爱你们. When kai was introducing himself, a small firecrackers popped out of nowhere and he was shocked, he paused for a moment.

I had so much of shinee last night. Basically they danced at the front stage all the time. RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. At last i saw onew!! Yay, without the hairstyle i dislike /thumbs up/. There was this dance where they stepped on the stage so hard and splashed water to us. Jonghyun and taemin's collab was great. At the beginning of the song, jonghyun was singing at the main stage. TOPLESS!! Jq and i were praying for him to come forward so that we could see his body and he really did. His abs looks so good i wanna touch your body lol. Taemin came to our side and i saw him up close. He's definitely more handsome than kai no offence. And in fact, i think he's the most handsome member. Pretty flawless face! Jonghyun grabbed taemin's head and they almost kissed ODG. That was smoking hawt. At the end, they had handcuff on their hands.

The two english songs that i've been waiting for so long- DJ got us falling in love and like a G6. I don't remember seeing chanyeol and sehun /cries/ i was focusing on luhan all the time since he was so near to us. But i did see chanyeol rapping. Kris was at the other side during like a G6 waeeeeee i could only see him from far ;A; amber was with him, they lied down on their back.

Super junior is another group that i saw all of them up close. Everyone looks better in real person. And i saw donghae for the first time!! Don't think i have to describe how handsome he is haha. Never have i thought yesung was so good looking, even shindong is? lol. During introduction, eunhyuk spoke in singlish. He added 'la' in the end of every sentence lmao. Donghae: oh, so you add 'la' to every sentence? Members: why don't we let kangin try? Kangin: .. i can't do this. It's not my style. Yesung complained that eunhyuk talked too much during occasions like this. Eunhyuk then told us since lee teuk went for military service, he's the new leader. He asked if we are okay with it but then he said 'you have no choice' HAHAHAHA

TVXQ performed purple line as their first song. I've been waiting to see them for ages. I was about to cry when i see yunho. I was holding my breath for all their performance. It was as if i was watching tvxq's concert. So amazing. AT LAST I WATCHED THEM LIVE AND I SAW YUNHO RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. OUR EYES MET AT ONE POINT I'M VERY VERY SURE. He just killed me with his smirk what was that omggg my heart can't take it. Yunho: are you having fun? /YESSSSS/ i can't hear you /YESSSSSSSSSSSS/ he didn't smile a lot though. Changmin on the other hand was like a little boy. He listened to his hyung silently with his fingers crossed when yunho was speaking. Changmin threw his towel to b2 gahhhhhh. I was hoping for yunho to do the same thing but he didn't. He drank water, put the bottle down; wiped his sweat, passed a towel to changmin and threw the towel at the side of the stage. At least throw something to us ;A; before this, yunho was running at the main stage and he slipped. My heart sank again. Blame the rain. During rising sun, yunho sat on a truck and came to our side! He flung his head so hard like his head was going to drop. We were one of the luckiest batch to see humanoids, tvxq's new song. So far they only performed once. This is the second time hehe.

The best female singer of the say was definitely boa. Not only is she pretty, her dance move was so strong and powerful. The way she speaks english was x1000 cute. Very accurate. I was hoping for either yunho, taemin or luhan to dance only one with boa, but it was SEHUNNNNN. It started to rain during only one and it got heavier and heavier. Shinee was the only group who danced in the rain. SNSD, suju and tvxq stayed at the main stage. The last song was catch me.

The rain didn't stop but it got less heavy. We were panic because all of them were supposed to move around the stage during their last song Hope but they stood inside holding umbrellas and waving at us. Just when disappointment took over me, yunho was the first one to ran out, just for a while, he then returned back. Kai then ran out and led the rest to step out into the rain and everyone started coming out. Thank you so much and i love you kim jongin!! I saw lay splashing water to someone and he was splashed too haha water fights. I had trouble thinking of who to look at. I was practically running from left to right all the time. Yunho was at the center of the stage so i ran to the center, unfortunately lay went to b2 and stayed there all the while /cries a river of tear/ i couldn't go from b1 to b2 sobs.. Then i saw kai running across b2. Followed by kris. So i turned and ran back to my original position and kept waving at kris. My gosh kris is gorgeous! He waved and smiled. Now his smile is registered in my brain kyaaaa~ He also picked up a fan gift. After that, tao came by. He was wearing a super huge glasses and the way he interact with us was so cheesy. He also blew flying kisses to our direction /melts/ I didn't leave because by then i saw donghae, sungmin, shindong, minho, yoona, yuri, taeyeon and tiffany, but kyuhyun was the cutest. At first his back was facing us but he turned and skipped sideways with his hands flapping like a bird. Jinjjak kyeopta! The girls look prettier than on the screen. I was awed by snsd, fx and boa's beauty.

How i wish i was at b2 because there were so many exo interactions over there. Sehun splashed water on to someone and then he ran away. He stopped running after a while and knelt down waiting for luhan to punish him. Luhan came, get the bottle from sehun and poured it onto sehun. GAWDDDD WHY DIDN'T I SEE THISSSSSSSSS. EXO WHY YOU SO PRECIOUS!!! I ran to the side nearer to b2 and stared at them. Kris splashed water to lay and lay avoided it. He was probably afraid of the itch on his neck. He reacted like a kid so cute i can die. So many ships were sailing that night. I witnessed krislay, hunhan and taekai. Sehun held luhan's hand and they walked together. Taemin and kai were running and hugging each other. Chen looks so good in person, cameras do no justice for him. When the song was about to end, all of them gathered at the front stage and bowed. Lay was standing beside chanyeol and that was the first time i see him at a closer distance. I lost sight of yunho but i'm sure i saw him standing in the middle. Basically i was hunting down for exo for the whole night. Totally neglected the others ><

And that's the end of smtown. Now i can tell people that i've been to smtown muahahahahaha.

I'm really worried for lay. He had to perform again tonight how is he going to endure it u_______u
Please rest well yixing! Felt so grateful that the members are always taking care of him. Please come to malaysia in well condition. I do not wish to cry on that day.

And my dream has finally fulfilled. I've seen my first idol, even if i quit fandom anytime now, i have no regrets. There's always a special spot for yunho in my heart.

Smtown is such a wonderful family i'm so impressed. It really gave me a very big PUSH, the motivation in life, in what i'm doing and what i want to be in future. As much as i hate lee soo man, i sincerely salute him. THANK YOU!

ps: fingers crossed. GDA please be at the last week of january :|

Sunday, November 18, 2012 || 3:04 PM

My blog is as dead as i am -.\)

So today is the last day of my one week holiday. Planned to do lots of revision during this long break because mock after holiday!! Yeah, but ends up, i'm wayyyyy behind of schedule.

I'd been to shopping for somewhat 4 times this week? Okay, i did ONE chemistry worksheet and maths /aiks/ Have been studying math for four days and i'm still not done yet wth. I'm reading math textbook FOR THE FIRST TIME. Who the hell read math? I DO BECAUSE I HAVE NO CHOICE. I barely understand what my new lecturer was teaching. Her teaching speed is like rocket and she always give that face and voice when we ask her question, that's why, i MISS miss aw so much ;A;

D-5 to SMTOWN SINGAPORE i'm freaking excited now!
I'm gonna see my first favourite kpop group, even though there are only two members left, but YUNHO YUNHO YUNHO!! Really wish to see the red ocean at least once in my entire life though. I love how the five voices harmonized. I know it will always remain as a dream but if miracle does happens, that's when my life is complete. Oh, and EXO bbys, i'm cominggggggggg n____________n

There are over 100 fans queuing at marina bay already. ONE WEEK before the concert omg this is insane. It makes me nervous because i'm only reaching singapore on that day itself. How am i going to squeeze to the front.

I bought a shirt with a unicorn on it the other day and i'm definitely wearing it to smtown. Pink shirt which suits the theme of smtown pink. Zhang yi xing, look at my shirt! I have you in my heart always HAHAHA. Don't mind me readers.

And a very GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD LUCK to all my friends who are sitting for stpm tomorrow! Be calm, don't panic and do it like normal test. I have faith in my darlings, yen chee and hui xian. May all the best luck be with you <3>