“life's about taking chances”

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sometimes i wish i have a sister, preferably an older sis. it would be nice to talk about everything in the night, to share secrets or even the tiniest thing. and maybe i wouldn't need a blog like this. i can go around fangirling with her, mix around with her friends.

sometimes imagination goes wild up to this point.

sometimes procrastination amazed even myself.

2011 is ending in another two days. i wish for a better year. i survived through 2011 miserably and i don't want history to repeat again. past should remain in the past. stay dead.

It was Christmas two days ago. Christmas shopping! teehee

and yesterday was tvxq's 8th year anniversary! So fasttttt.
I wasn't with them throughout these 8 years. I've counted, only 4, and that was when kpop first invaded my life. My all time therapy.

It was revealed earlier that beast's beautiful show, a full length concert will be held in 14 countries, 21 cities, from beginning of february until end of april. WHY NO MALAYSIA?! Even thailand and indonesia are on the list. I've waited for so long ever since beast's airline and now you tell me they are not coming to malaysia. Cries forever. Anyone's willing to go to singapore with me?

Four more days till new year. Gonna parteh on new year eve!

rock 'n roll

Reading biology unit 2. NOT FUN.

Feel like i'm going to fall sick anytime. I could feel the heat creeping around my body for the whole day. Tried to take a nap but couldn't fall asleep. So i read anything i can until 5pm where i promise myself not to miss music bank. Hopefully what i read can last for three weeks.

Today's music bank year end special was daebak! Siwon, doojoon, yonghwa and hyunmu as MCs. The intro was awesome, with suju and infinite dancing and shuffling along party rock anthem. Followed by fx hot summer and danger, miss a goodbye baby goodbye, infinite be mine and paradise, davichi, secret move, moonlight starlight and shy boy, beast fiction, iu and yonghwa's duet - lucky, super junior superman, acha and mr simple. Not in sequence. And the most hilarious Wonder Boys! Kwanghee, shindong, hyunmu, MIR and SUNGJONG! Oh my, the boy's version of Be My Baby is so cute. Shindong was wearing a shirt with sohee's name on it.

Twitter was totally flooded with music bank updates. Apparently, kar yin, zhe kai, sara and i were busy discussing about the performances. They even trended on twitter's top 10 world wide trend. Everytime when a song is performed, that particular song or artist's name will be on the list and they just stayed there for a long time. The power of kpop fans! (Y)

Get well soon Gikwang oppa!
and Junhyung oppa, please take good care of yourself. Don't put strain on your backbone too much.

19 days to my first a-levels external exam.

I feel so tired reading the same thing over and over again. Sometimes i really feel like throwing all the books away. But i can't. I'm just another kiasu person, fear of losing. The tension you gain especially when you are with a bunch of brainies, and that's not it. You still have to compete with people from the whole wide world who are also doing edexcel. Damn, the stress.

I know that's not what i should worry about because all imu wants is only BBB. However, i would really want to study oversea if i stand a chance to. There's only a slightest possibility that jpa will sponsor local to oversea, provided your result is the best of the best. I'm too silly to even think about that.

I just wish i'm not gonna be the one who break down and cry, but if it does happen on me, i promise to find a perfect place for that.
Sincerely, the dumbest student among the scholars.

Simply browsed through my twitter account as soon as i reached home in the evening yesterday.
Lots of posts as i wasn't around for 5 days.
I trembled for a while when i came across this shocking news.
When i first saw yenchee's post 'RIP', i thought she was referring to the leader of North Korea.
Then, zhe kai's post right after hers freaked me out.
I couldn't believe what he was trying to say by reading the name he mentioned.
So, i scrolled up a little more just to see joey's post.
I knew it must had been something serious and facebook speaks more.
So i logged in my account, typed his name and the flowing comments on his wall confirmed everything.
He's dead.
So sudden.
I called yen chee to confirm what's happening and texted mun ling to see how's everything going on.
Overwhelmed by a stiff atmosphere for the whole day.

Although we might not know each other, just smiled away when we see each other, but as a tuition mate, i feel sad for your family and friends for losing someone so important in their life.
May you rest in peace Shine Shawne.

Back from China. It's so good to be home! No more wearing thick sweater because of the cold weather. And i definitely miss the food here in Malaysia. Plenty of choices. People is friendlier here to be honest. We don't simply honk on the road. We don't push people to get our way out of the crowd.
That's enough of saying how much i truely love living here.

This time, we visited three small town in China. Shenzhen, Zhu Hai and Guang Zhou. Mesmerized by the beauty of the night view, especially when we boarded on the ship across the Yangtze. We could see towers, buildings and even the bridges surrounded with lights. The other day, we also went up the hill by cable cars and overlook the city through the mist. It was chilling up there.

Along with traveling for 6 days 5 nights, we bought a lot of clothes there because they are way too cheap. I don't know with the quality, most of them are moderate, not to say that they are very good, but still when they sell it in Malaysia, the price automatically went up.
After unpacking my stuff yesterday, i realized i bought 16 clothes, most of them are long sleeves, the rest are jackets, leggings, skirts and a pair of heels. Much to my satisfaction. This is why everyone told us that China is an ideal place for shopping before we came.

A brief one for now. Stay tune for the details and pictures in the end of January.

Finished watching The Greatest Love a while ago. How much i love this drama!
It speaks before all artists. Sometimes what we read from the news might not be true, may be something different in reality, which we do not know and the fact that they are living in a world that is always under control, for they are adore as idols which really means a big thing. Now that i have seen how terrible it is having a bad image being reported and ends up getting hurt because of relationships or bad impression, i felt relieved that i didn't bash on junhyung and hara's relationship back then. It must had been a hard time for him.

For every drama has a center of attention, this drama also has a good looking male lead, Cha Seung Won - Dokko Jin. I know he is a bit old now, but still, he is a really good actor. I'll remember your name from now on. He made me laughed so much watching him and his aegyo-ness. I can't believe this funny yet childish guy in front of the screen is a 41 years old man, married with two children. And just when i was searching for more details about him, i found out that he was actually the man in T-ara's Cry Cry. No wonder he looks familiar. He looks exactly the same in the drama.

The female lead was not as pretty at first glance, but slowly after that, i find her somehow looks good, just the face itself looks pure and baby-like.

Yoon Kye Sang, second male lead. Never knew he is a former member of G.O.D. Absolutely cute. I just love his existence, no matter what he did, he shines in charm, especially when he is in his doctor coat. I wish i can have a doctor boyfriend like him~!

Spent the whole day at sunway pyramid yesterday. Watched Petaling Street Warriors with my family, shopped for new year clothes and dinner at sushi king.
Enjoying life like exams are over. Great, just great.
And mum bought a camera for me, a red panasonic lumix! Happy to the max. Now i can bring it to China, and very soon, i'm gonna say hi to the fellow pandas.

Currently watching How I Met Your Mother, 醉后决定爱上你 and Greatest Love. VERY NICE, especially Greatest Love, my brother and I laughed till we fell from the sofa with our stomach aching. Indeed an awesome drama. I remember Junhyung mentioned about it, how he loves watching it and that's how i ended up with this drama. Hopefully i can finish them before i go to china and then a new kick start to welcome piles of books and exams.

Yesterday was somewhat a hectic yet memorable day. Class from 8 to 4pm including extra class for chemistry.

I stayed at the residence last night, for we were celebrating Aja, Sher Lin and Caris's early birthday. Chee Peng, Mun Ling, Jen Yeen and I ordered pizza hut take away and we had our meal at Chee Peng's room. That was for dinner. After we left her room, three of us continued on our work. We made a very simple decorative stuff and a note for Sher Lin and stick everything on her door. It was something like what we did for Mun Ling back in July.









Later, we watched How I Met Your Mother inside the room with lights off before we went down for the birthday celebration. It was planned to be in the midnight at MCD. And also, it is our tradition to gather together before holiday starts. The last time was at Humble Chef.

We waited at the ground floor with the malay girls. And when Sher Lin came down, she gave us a big hug as she was really touched. Enn Yi and the gang were already in MCD with the cake ready. So we sat down, ordered some ice-cream and food while waiting for Caris to arrive. Had a fun time talking to the malays. Never knew they are this funny and open-minded. The celebration started at around 11.45pm.

We went back to the room at 12.15pm. Packed our stuff and got ready for bed. We were really exhausted by the time we were on the bed, but instead of sleeping, Jen and I started talking about boys until we fell asleep. I think it was around 1.30pm. We woke up 7am in the morning today and went to college without bathing. Definitely feels different on the last day of semester one!


Have been feeling sad knowing that today IS the last day.
He never appears. Well, god has been treating me good these days. I saw him four times this week, perhaps because i'll never see him again. All happen to be at the same place, the same corner of the street. Jen and I did something really silly on wednesday. We followed him all the way to 7 eleven. Thanks Jen Yeen, you did that without considering anything just to fulfill my last wish. I'm so touched. We met him twice in a roll yesterday, one was inside the bus when we were late for math. He was sitting two seats behind me, Jen immediately asked for my phone and randomly said let's take a picture. I know she was trying to do something, she says she doesn't want me to regret. In the picture, we could see him at the back looking right at the camera. If only the picture wasn't deleted or maybe there's a way to get it back.. Second time, we were crossing the road back to the residence after buying the pizza. He came from the opposite direction, i could actually recognize him from far. Wondering where is he going at this hour with his school bag.
Annyeong oppa.

A day out with my cousins and brother at Sunway Lagoon.
We had lunch at BBQ Plaza before heading to the theme park. As usual, we played along the river, sitting on the floats, splashed by other people who claimed that our body are still dry, had a race in the water, sat by the water and let the wave hit on us. Much refreshing. Thank god it did not rain today and the sun was not too bright, it wasn't sunny at all. My hands became wrinkled after hours of soaking in the water.
After bathing and packing, we headed back to sunway pyramid for dinner. Dine at Ichiban Ramen.
Awesome outing with cousins. They are going back to Johor tomorrow since they already stayed here for two weeks. The longest stay ever. I am gonna miss them loads!

A LONG day out with the bunch! We spent around 11 hours, from 10am to 9pm celebrating Kar Yin's belated birthday in Sunway Pyramid and her house. It was attended by yen chee, wen liang, xue jing, kar yin, jia li, wei wern and zhe kai.

We watched Magic To Win in the morning, and for the first time, there were only seven people in the cinema. I guess it was a bit too early for a movie on a friday morning. No wonder we felt so cold. Quite a nice movie, never bored us anyway.

After the movie, we met up with Jia Li and Xue Jing before we went to Kim Gary for lunch. Red box session right after lunch. They were crazy as usual. Later, we went to popular book shop and i finally bought the book 'You Are The Apple Of My Eye'. I think the book will be much more interesting than the movie, but i still like the movie lots! The male lead is just too cute and good looking, i actually find him won bin look alike at first glance. Had dinner before we left pyramid.

We planned to give her another surprise at her house, so we tried to get there before she reached home, yet we failed. So, we sneaked into her house, brought the cake up to her room, waited for the video to end and sprayed on her from the back. She stunned for a while and we started to sing her birthday song. While eating the cake downstairs, she then told us that she actually knew we are coming to her house. Her mum told her beforehand. Yeeeeeeeeeeee, we actually thought it would be a surprise. Anyway, she was still tricked by zhe kai ;p

It was definitely fun spending half a day with them. I do hope she enjoyed it cause we do.





























Great choice i skipped class today. Had been down with mock and tension all the while and finally, mock's over, i'm gonna be all out this weekends!