Being a form 5 student isn't that great after all, or i could call myself as a teenager now. Senior is just a word declaring myself getting older.
I was reading physics in my room with the windows wide opened. I could hear the sound of kids playing football outsides. From far, those girls were cycling, sharing foods and laugh their heads off. Kids were running to the park after coming back from school, still wearing the uniform. This is the scenery i saw from my room every evening.
If i were being asked feeling any jealousy about them, i would simply answer no. I just envy them so much. Their life isn't extraordinary but simple and plain. I felt a sudden of loneliness. All i can do is just studying for spm in my room and memorize every single thing i could fit in. I really hope this would end fast. I want to go Korea and i must study hard in this 4 months. I'll do anything for it, no matter how reluctant i feel.
