Being a form 5 student isn't that great after all, or i could call myself as a teenager now. Senior is just a word declaring myself getting older.
I was reading physics in my room with the windows wide opened. I could hear the sound of kids playing football outsides. From far, those girls were cycling, sharing foods and laugh their heads off. Kids were running to the park after coming back from school, still wearing the uniform. This is the scenery i saw from my room every evening.
If i were being asked feeling any jealousy about them, i would simply answer no. I just envy them so much. Their life isn't extraordinary but simple and plain. I felt a sudden of loneliness. All i can do is just studying for spm in my room and memorize every single thing i could fit in. I really hope this would end fast. I want to go Korea and i must study hard in this 4 months. I'll do anything for it, no matter how reluctant i feel.
We had a seminar on the topic of memory today. It was amazing and guess what, i still remember all the 20 things. I should try using that technique for sejarah one day.
The reason given by the speaker for we can't memorize history well is because it is HIS STORY, that's why we are not interested with it. It makes a bit of sense though. So what about studying MY STORY. Makes me think of MYSTERY.
One thing. I can remember korean artists and their life story well. So it is not me having short term memory after all, just the stuff needed to be remembered that counts. I don't remember having short term memory last year, but why having it now. Perhaps, i'm trying to forget the past that happen in the beginning of the year. Close case.
Big Bang's Seungri imitated his hyungs. The maknae's cute intimidation makes me burst into laughter.
I came across an article saying that there's a hidden meaning behind OBSESSION composed by Jonghyun. According to him, the first hint is, “The woman left towards a place that could never be seen again” while the second is, “The man has a dual personality and is suffering from a mental illness.” “The lyrics of Obsession were written after being inspired by a novel I read, and I think if everyone knew the true meaning behind these lyrics they would be greatly surprised,”
I've gone through the lyric once but can't figure out anything. He shall revealed that someday. By the way, i found some lines which i favoured,
Even the reason I love became a sin The deep wounds slowly burnt up and turned to ash But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
If jonghyun is a traffic police, i would probably go against the rule everytime. He is worth for me to do so. ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
Junhyung was out of no where, busy with his individual activities. In this case, doojoon replaced his place as the rapper :D I miss the time when i saw him in music bank. =3=
Oh yea. JING's birthday's yesterday and we bought her a handbag. Hopefully she like it although it's a bit girlish for her. Anyway, Happy Birthday to my first-known-friend in smk usj 12. She was all wet after chinese class. LOL. A special treat for birthday girl. She probably had fun with it.
Trial in 2 weeks time and teachers have to finish the syllabus before exam. They said they are stressed as they are rushing off the last few chapters. But we feel tense too cause we are sitting for the test. I need help in my physics! >.<
Coldplay - Yellow. I'm writing this to remind myself to listen songs recommended by sue may. I'm suffering from severe short-term memory. I promise i'll never forget about it.
I watched astro star quest final just now although i'm not supporting anyone this time. I supported joe as he can really dance and somehow he looks like korean guy. He sang BABY during the second round but wasn't chosen as the top 3. So, i supported yi po instead who was the one singing with wan chean last time. Gratz for being the champion of 2010. My bro was complaining that he had face problem, face problem. I know, your YOGA is the best. Sounds so gay. But not the best for me. :P My top 10 list is filled by korean artists now, or even 20, 30. Honestly, yoga seems to be emotionless. Even when he was singing with the contestants, he didn't have eye contact with them. Weirdo. But i can't deny he has great vocal.
Dad and mum are back! Off to bed now. Cikgu Tan's homework to fill up the rest of my day ):
Shinee finally released a new album titled LUCIFER. I don't really like their hairstyle this time as it doesn't suit them well. But it's clearly seen that taemin is good looking, than ONEW? Issshh. I hate his hairstyle XD Whatever it is, i'd better save some money just in case shinee comes over later.
B2ST sang Hot Issue in the car. But why didn't hyunseung join in? Poor hyunseung must be sleepy that time but the members couldn't leave him in peace. Aigo. Yoseob is really CRAZY! LOL. They dance while the car is moving too.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Out of a sudden, that heartbreaking news makes me feel down. I never felt that pain in my heart before, but now it's aching.
I can't even LOL when i watch b2st's funny action. T.T
I'm getting sad over this song. Nothing much can help except accepting the fact. Heal my wound please.
I've been wasting my time here for the whole morning. >.< I knew i should have spend the morning studying.
So eventually, i stalked doojoon and junhyung's twitter for the past few minutes. To conclude my whole stalking session, i found many cute pictures taken by them. It made me realize that they really enjoy taking photo.
DOOJOON & JUNHYUNG
SM's & YC's V mine ❤
Junhyung and Doojoon trying to bully Gikwang? No!
Jealous upon Junhyung and G.NA. Aww. Why do you always pose your lips in that sexy way?
SHINee’s album cover for their 2nd full length album Lucifer was revealed.
They also unleashed song medley teaser for their new album. 9 brand new songs are featured on the medley where the boys sing all kinds of songs that range in different genres too. With their soft and sexy voices, their comeback is definitely going to be an explosive one.
Meanwhile, the boys will be dropping their full album on the 19th, and will make their comeback on the 23rd via KBS Music Bank. Hopefully minho is well recovered by that time. (:
Next on. I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better by G.NA, featuring BEAST's Doojoon and Junhyung!
So everyone is scolding PLKN on facebook now. Plenty of my classmates were chosen for NS, but lucky enough, i'm not! :] Note the wide smile on my face. Thank god. They replied me sorry for i'm not chosen while the others were wished congratz for being chosen. Well, i'll double check it on the website later cause i'm afraid it might turn out to be a fake news. It's currently in a busy status now.
Browserians went for a class trip in Vision College this morning. Yea. We missed the whole thursday lesson. Basically, we were introduced to the field of science which is further categorized as imaging. We were exposed to sonography as well, scanning the body to view the inner organ and stuffs. Later on, we played on plasticine. Every group was appointed to transfer the image on the paper by using the plasticine provided. And, our group won for the second session.
Apparently, i don't have much interest on going for the trip but oh well, i've no regrets now. It's much enjoyable spending the great moment with my classmates and i'm really happy that we can work out cooperatively. 5 Browser never ever let us down! Glad being one of them.
I watched the twilight saga ECLIPSE last saturday. So basically, it started off with a mysterious murder in Seattle which later leads to a group of newborn vampires. They were lead by Victoria. However, the cullens and the werewolf join together in a battle with the vampires. In the end, the gang of vampires were defeated and jacob was injured. Well, there were many kissing scenes between bella and edward, bella and jacob, alice and jasper, etc. But, i personally think this movie is way better than the previous one. Also, jacob is still that hawt! Ahh! I can't wait til the last series to be released.
Another aahhhh cause four more weeks to trial and four more months to spm. We've done with our minggu kerjaya which took us prs the whole day walking around. Everyone seems busy applying for scholarship and asking details for their pre-u and future courses. What's left for me? I can't score the hell 9A plus for sure. Forget about the interview, firm handshake and stuffs, i have to work hard now, for scholarship's sake. Wish me luck.
I received some birthday presents from my best buddy on monday (:
Yen chee told me that i'm going to gain much attention when i receive the present. So, i guess it would be a big one. But, she told me it is smaller than my head. o.0 Finally, i received it as soon as i reached school. It was extremely 'small' huh.
To MRS U-KNOW
didn't know i live in SEOUL
It is so not fragile. haha
Imagine i've to carry this huge box up to my class and bring it back after school. Luckily, it's not heavy cause it was a teddy bear.
Thanks for your gift and SUSHI too. She kept on mentioned not to share the sushi with others. >< Well, it smells great when we opened the cover. *thumbs up*
A birthday card from hui xian and ai lin which i received before my birthday.
CUTE u-know!
See that. All handmade, done by them.
This's from jia yee.
B2ST! I was SHOCK when i received this card. It reminded me of the day i went to their showcase. Do hope i have a second chance on meeting them.
Once again, i would like to thank all of them who wished me and gave me gifts. Really appreciate it! Kamsahabnida! *90 degree bow*
Super junior wore so casual on stage. I think i prefer this song more than bonamana now. I know it switches each and every time when new songs release. So i mentioned now as in NOW. Seriously this song sounds more lively.
Watching B2St Almighty. B2ST transformed into delivery man in order to fulfil fans' wish. Aaa. How i wish i live in korea right now. They were freezing in cold and were jumping up and down. And, yoseob's so adorable when he sang 'take care of my girlfriend' to a fangirl. *faint* but i don't get why doojoon laughed half way when he sang the part 'say no no no no no'. Aaa. Somemore my junhyung knelt down in front of a fangirl and gave her a bouquet of flower. *faint again* Oooh. He lent the girl his jacket. How caring he is.
Right now, i'm in a half asleep condition while i'm writing this post. I'm sacrificing my bedtime moment to watch this show. Someone should just hit my head and make me stay awake.
Today's event - Taylor's College. I've went to two college within a week. We are combining with seafield's students for today's activities.
Well, our theme for the day is TEAM BUILDING for prs/ubk members. We started off with a group grouping session whereby each of us were showed a photo of an animal. Then, we did some action and sound in order to find our team members. I got DUCK and pretty lucky i was in the same group with hui xian along with another 7 students. The second activity was war cry and we headed to the car park when it's time to perform. Our war cry sounds something like this: "HEY! We are the perfectionist. You ain't COOL, so BACK OFF!" Yea. Sounds a bit bitchy though.
After that, we were assigned to elect mr and miss taylors. Members were to design a suitable wearing for them for the following fashion show. In the end, the 'guy' dressed as a playboy while the girl looked elegant.
Before we left for lunch, Mr. Michael played a video which he captured the students throughout the activities. It was the same idea he did to us last time. Anyway, it's still fun and we did the GRATITUDE dance again!
Mr. Michael
Mr & Miss Perfection
Phui yee looks so cute. Somehow, i find her looks like a samurai.
Yen chee. Mr & Miss Uno.
A random picture. JQ picked up the glasses and wore it on her head.
Group picture of Mr & Miss Taylor.
Love you or not? She's thinking of someone at the moment.
In the bus on the way back to school. I was wondering the reason hui xian looked so worried knowing that her parents will reach school a bit late. She was telling me to accompany her for a while but i told her that my mum already arrived. My mum haven't had lunch yet so i can't stay any longer. When we arrived at school, she told me to pass my mum a message that she wanted to borrow her daughter for a while. I was thinking that her parents might found out their relationship and needed me to give some explanation. My thinking stopped there cause she really looked very worried. She just pulled me out of the bus quickly, quick enough to make my mind goes blank. There, i saw ai lin. They handed me the present together. Gosh. I was really surprised and a bit shocked cause i never thought that would happen. You told me you are going to pass me the present on monday.
Obviously, i fell for the TRICK. Best actress of the day shall goes to you, hx.
Thanks for spending so much time and effort on my presents and card. I really APPRECIATE it! Once again, i would like to thanks ai lin for coming to school just to pass me the present. She had to rush to tuition immediately after that and that explained why hui xian looked so worried.
Lastly, the usual thing we always do. Photo, photo andphoto.
He explained that the man in the picture is doojoon. And, he added a pair of wings at the back which make him looks like an angel because doojoon did many charity jobs.
On a random note, Carpe Diem means ‘to give your all and to live in the moment’ in Latin.
Taeyang returned on stage and performed his comeback stage in M! COUNTDOWN on 1st of July. His first album, SOLAR is released.
Currently listening to: I NEED A GIRL
Don't really like him with the beard on his chin. I still prefer the previous look. By the way, G-DRAGON features in this MV! Yea. Best buddy ever~ Even Sandara Park shows up in this video. YG family really has a good relationship among fellow members :)
Today's School Open Day. We went to KDU college for a maths and science competition. Many school joined this particular competition and the students who came were mainly of the top students from their school. So, i didn't put on much expectation. Anyway, our school still won a few medals by 6 students. Gratz for those students! Catholic is way too smart!
When we entered the hall, Jing saw this guy who sat beside jia li. She found him good looking and looks like samuel chan. Later, she turned behind and told me that he's the most good looking guy in that hall. The fun part came when we went for a campus tour in kdu. There was once when we were observing something, someone passed by and say 'hello'. So we turned and saw that guy. Jing missed the chance to say hello to him. Well, we continued walking around that area, hopefully to meet that guy again. And, we did. The guy came to the science lab just when we were ready to leave. Jing stopped and asked a girl from his school about the name of their school. Then, she bravely encounter the girl again to ask for his name. OMG! Kar yin, jia yee, janet and I were so shocked yet we laughed all the way back to the bus. Jing got his name and she FOUND him in facebook! OMG! She's upgrading to become a stalker soon.
